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THE KNIFE SAT IN HIS FATHER’S DRAWER FOR YEARS. GUY CLARK DIDN’T FIND THE TEARS UNTIL AFTER THE FUNERAL. The object was not supposed to become a song. It was just a Randall knife. Guy Clark’s father, Ellis Clark, had carried it with him from World War II. To a boy, that kind of knife did not look like memory yet. It looked like something useful, dangerous, almost holy because it belonged to his father. Then Guy damaged it. He was young. He had borrowed the knife and broken the tip. Any boy would have expected anger after that. A lecture. A punishment. At least a hard look. His father did not give him one. He put the knife away in a bottom drawer and let the silence handle the rest. Years passed. Guy became one of the songwriters other songwriters studied. “L.A. Freeway.” “Desperados Waiting for a Train.” Rooms full of people who understood that his songs did not need to shout to leave a bruise. Then his father died. At first, the tears did not come the way they were supposed to. Grief can do that. It can leave a man standing there, dry-eyed, ashamed of what he cannot force himself to feel. Then Guy remembered the knife. The drawer. The broken tip. The father who had said less than another man might have said. “The Randall Knife” came out of that. Not a hit built for radio. A son finally finding the exact object that could open the grief his body had refused to release. Some men leave behind money. Ellis Clark left behind a knife in a drawer — and one of Guy Clark’s hardest songs.